• Seeing the person behind the piece

    It seems like for this type of person, the human being behind it doesn’t count at all. Every “content” someone puts out is a meme; further ammo to use to further their view on their own situation, or as self-promotion on their own internet presences. The source is forgettable and irrelevant, because in 5 minutes, they’ll find the next thing to consume. Single use entertainment. It’s just words written by someone else to take into their mouth and spit at the feed.

    Ava — seeing the person behind the piece

  • This book, “Strange Houses”, is a part of a trilogy: Strange Houses, Strange Pictures, and Strange Buildings. I noticed that the “Strange Houses” book has been having more popularity than the other two, at least in Kinokuniya Suria KLCC, which perhaps due to this title was the debut title of the writer, Uketsu.

    Uketsu is a writer, singer, and YouTube persona of unknown identity. They usually show themselves in black clothing with a white papier-mâché mask and have their voice changed. They usually talk about horrors and mysteries on their YouTube channel, so them writing thriller and mystery novels would be on point.

    I still have a really limited experiences and views of Japanese thrillers and mystery literatures. So far, I have been reading the works by Hisashi Kashiwai (The Kamogawa Food Detective), Soji Shimada (The Tokyo Zodiac Murders), and Keigo Higashino (Newcomer). Hence, I wouldn’t say that J-mystery genre has always have a very specific style (I mean, I obviously need to read more to say that!), but I have been noticing how Japanese authors for this genre have been really good in building the suspense and eerie feelings. From what I see here, these Japanese works are layered in such a way that something as mundane in one’s daily life as eating a takeout soba would be followed by an in-depth discussion or surprising findings. I wonder if this is because Japan has honne and tatemae culture: What you see on the surface is rarely the truth. That kind of “you might not realize it yet…”-feeling between the pages rests uncomfortably in your mind.

    I also found Uketsu’s way in writing interesting. Instead of using paragraphs or regular dialogues, it feels like reading a script as it’s using conversational-style.

    As someone who enjoys details and descriptive language, this work feels… quick. In every sense. The good side, it makes this book a quick read. This conversationalist style reminds me of comics/manga, and I wonder if Uketsu is using this kind of style because their background as a YouTuber gives them a good understanding on how to keep their audience stays focused.

    Throughout this novel, you would see the diagram of the houses in question, and I feel that it’s such a nice touch to have as it hammers down the puzzle aspect of this novel.

    Now, about the plot/story. Was it bad? Not really, no. But the whole thing felt like being forced upon in such “solemn and ceremonial seriousness” and we, the readers, have to follow through. The plot felt “convenient”, quick for the sake of being quick, and there was not a lot of thinking going on in the side of the readers. It was all “a room without windows! Murder room!” or “the child did it! Obviously!” I mean, I got multiple theories in my head, thanks to CSI and Law & Order series, and perhaps we could have red herrings? Please, sir, may I have a crumb of red herrings? I’m clanking my imaginary empty tin can here for a couple more red herrings because WE NEED THE TWISTS AND TURNS FOR GOD SAKE.

    The half part of the novel leading to the end got even more rushed with sudden mentions of dozens other characters, which reminds me of C-dramas where suddenly all other characters appeared by the end of the series. Such situation, ironically, made the latter part of the novel seemingly underwhelming because instead of actually staying on the course, I found myself went, “eh? Who’s this again?”

    NOW! The resolution. I admit, I’m not a huge fan of it. Let’s just say that by the point we learned about the motives, I had to pull my eyes up from the book, look at the ceilings, and muttered a loud, “what?!”

    My reaction. Honest to God, this was my reaction.

    This whole work, dare I say, reminds me of “The Kindaichi Case Filesmanga. Creepy? Check. Eerie? Check. Guessing-games which, conveniently, turned out to be true all the time? Check. Slightly outlandish? Double checks. Also, I can’t believe I’m going to say or write this as this would be so offensive, coming from someone whose comfort movie is Tom Hanks “Da Vinci Code” but here we go, juvenile minds would love this work as it has a lot of glitz and glams (“oooo! Mysterious rooms!”, “creepy guy!”) but that’s it. At least that’s what I feel about “The Kindaichi Case Files” right now. It was great when I read them back in my high school era, but I might find them cringey now.

    I still have two more books from Uketsu. Let’s see how it goes later. Some folks said that “Strange Pictures” is a tad better.

  • Last night, I scrolled on my YouTube app to find something to watch (I have been working on spending more time at long-form media instead of quick dopamine hits/doomscrolling) when I found that TV Tokyo has been uploading full episodes of “Solitary Gourmet” on YouTube. This series is one of my favorites, and I mentioned it once on this blog as one of the recommendations.

    I used to watch this series back in Indonesia on the WakuWaku Japan channel. That channel, alongside NHK World, was one of my favorites, and I used to watch it while having lunch with Wira when he was still a baby, hahah.

    On YouTube, you can choose to have the English-dubbed dialogue or the original Japanese language and have the Closed Captioning (CC) feature active and set to English, which, I did the latter. I always feel that watching series with its original language is the way to go as the dialogue and expressions conveyed better.

    However, I must inform you that with all other Japanese works, there’s always a catch — and I really don’t understand why they keep doing this: For international viewers, only the first season is available. For some reason, videos from other seasons are hidden.

    Why I said, “– they keep doing this”, is because historically, J-entertainment has been making it hard for itself to open up to the international market. Back when I was still in uni, it was always either you buy original music CDs online from Taiwan or China at an exorbitant price, or go to some “music stores” in some dingy alleys in Jakarta selling CD music with a sign “kualitas ori” (“original quality”) written on it. Things have been much better now, yes, but it still has its own hurdles. I’m honestly hoping that Netflix would take this series, though. I mean, it’s like the last cry for help since I mentioned Netflix.

  • Back to baking!

    I used to bake a lot. Despite my usual protests and grievances about baking, as baking is a precise art whereas cooking is a whole YOLO approach, I used to bake because I felt like we could always have more spinach quiche and chewy chocolate cookies in the world. That said, I stopped baking back in 2019, “coincidentally” with the time I started my job at Automattic, since the job occupied most of my time and energy.

    Fast forward to 2026, now I have a teenager and a pre-teen in the house, and anyone with teenagers growing up would know that the concept of the digestive system is nonexistent for them, as their whole being seems to consist of multiple black holes of the galaxies. RIP our grocery shopping budget. Hence: Baking. Homecooked meals and snacks.

    I (re)started with the easy ones: Peach cobbler.

    The recipe was from Khairul Aming, a Malaysian food content creator and businessperson. He is really famous in Malaysia with his “30 Hari 30 Resepi” (Thirty Days, Thirty Recipes) during Ramadan, and this one, peach cobbler, is from this year’s series: Peach Cobbler Resepi Mudah untuk Moreh.

    I personally love this recipe because it’s pretty easy and you don’t have to be super precise in measurement. It’s also quite forgiving in a sense that you can use canned peaches and still get a really nice dessert afterwards. Most of the ingredients mentioned are easy to be found in Malaysian and Indonesian supermarkets, too.

    Next would be Betty Crocker’s chocolate chip cookie premix. Premix, because I initially bought it for the kids’ previous term break so Rey could have some activities at home, but the break passed by with the premix package still sitting nicely in our pantry. While the premix helped with make things waaaaay easier, it reminds me of why I am not super favorable to chocolate chocolate (yes, two “chocolates”) chip cookies. Reason being: It’s hard for me to see whether the cookies are ready or not.

    Thankfully, my kids didn’t really complain much about the cookies. They still managed to polish off the cookies in no time as their after-school snack.

    And just yesterday, I baked my own chocolate chip cookies. The recipe is from Sally’s Baking: Chewy Chocolate Chip Cookies. Chewy chocolate chip cookies are our favorite, and this recipe is the recipe I have been holding on to for years.

    My goal with the cookies is to have them as “snack of the week”, but since I just saw Rey finish a whole small jar of cookies in one go for breakfast (we got like three-ish jars of cookies), I honestly doubt that the cookies would manage to get through this weekend. I do have a plan to bake sticky date pudding, though!

  • Fiiiinallyyyyyy! I finished this whole box!

    (I still have two more boxes to read.)

    I honestly can see why it’s written “the best of Poirot” on the box jacket, because they are! In no particular order:

    • The Favorite: “Murder on the Orient Express”. No explanation needed. I love Orient Express (when yah…) and say what you want about the 2017 movie, but I love how Kenneth Brannagh brought out Poirot Universe with such lush.
    • The Most Mind-blowing: “The Murder of Roger Ackroyd”
    • Best Women Characters: “Five Little Pigs”
    • The Trickiest: “The ABC Murders”

    “The ABC Murders” is such a page-turner. I forced myself to stay awake in the middle of the night to finish the rest of the novel in one go because I got so engrossed in how Agatha Christie could make such a twist. I particularly love how she imbued deep personalities into her characters, and from the five novels in the book, it seems like “The ABC Murders” is the one with such heavy emphasis on suspect profiling.

    Poirot did not answer at once. Then he said slowly:

    ‘The answer to that is yes. We are confronted here by an unknown personage. He is in the dark and seeks to remain in the dark. But in the very nature of things he cannot help throwing light upon himself. In one sense we know nothing about him — in another sense we know already a good deal. I see his figure dimly taking shape — a man who prints clearly and well — who buys good-quality paper — who is at great needs to express his personality. I see him as a child possibly ignored and passed over — I see him growing up with an inward sense of inferiority — warring with a sense of injustice…’

    I know that we have various classic detective literature mentioning or having a brush with suspect profiling and psychology, but it’s quite rare to see such emphasis shown as clear as the one in “The ABC Murders”. I also particularly love Poirot’s obsession with the suspect motives — “the why”. It feels like a good catharsis for a girl who was usually being told “don’t ask too many questions!” growing up. Yeah, I know I shouldn’t ask too many questions. But why?

    I’m particularly interested in one of the characters here: Mademoiselle Thora Grey. I love the juxtaposition presented in the story: Hastings’ fascination with Ms. Grey, and her own personality and mind on the possibility of receiving the wealth in front of her. The interactions made me wonder if this is a show of Hastings’ poor judgment of women, in how he might still see them as “the weaker sex”, or whether Ms. Gray is that good in concealing her thoughts and intentions.

    Speaking of “seeing women as the weaker sex”, of course I couldn’t hold my snort when Poirot stressed the possibility of women, too, can be murderer:

    ‘Then the murderer could just as well be a woman as a man?’

    The suggestion took the doctor somewhat aback.

    ‘A woman, eh? Well, I confess it never occurred to me to connect a woman with this type of crime. But of course it’s possible — perfectly possible. Only, psychologically speaking, I shouldn’t say this was a woman’s crime.’

    Poirot nodded his head in eager agreement.

    ‘Perfectly, perfectly. On the face of it, highly improbable. But one must take all possibilities into account.’

    I found Poirot’s perspective interesting, because while it can be really easy to slip into misogyny, Poirot’s distrust of women (a.k.a. believing that women, too, could kill) came from valid reasons. I mean, this guy had been seeing, what? How many murders have been committed by women? So, yeah, I really appreciate how Poirot looked at a bashed head hit by a blunt object, and instead of going, “women would never do this! They would go for a more delicate attempt such as poison!”, he went, “huh. Okay. Can be a man, can be a woman. I mean, pick your choice.” It feels like Agatha Christie spoke to us, “heck yeah, I would do that given the opportunity.”

    There were not a lot of scenes or shows of the usual The Girls of Agatha Christie in this work; for some reason, I felt that this work got overpowered by the characters from the Scotland Yard, particularly the “oh, yes?”-character of Inspector Crome. It feels like watching a really frustrating US-based series/movies with boisterous and loud military or police characters while the scientists and folks who actually know things have to work twice as hard to get their point across (cue all natural disaster movies by Hollywood).

    Anyway! I don’t think I could write more about this work, mostly for fear of giving away things one too many, hahah!

    What’s next on the list?

    I have this habit of reading fiction and non-fiction works together. When things got too intense in one of them, I would pick up some pages from another. This book has been on my Currently Reading for quite some time, and I am yet to finish it. Now that we have finished the exhilarating world of Agatha Christie, I feel we can delve back into the world of fairies, princesses, knights, and mythical beings all over the world — and those who created such worlds: “The Fairy Tellers” by Nicholas Jubber.

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