• ‘Heart Sutra’

    For many Indonesian 90s kids, most of us are familiar with a Hong Kong TV drama series ‘Journey to the West‘ (in Indonesia, we know it as “Kera Sakti”.) Journey to the West is one of the most well-known saga in Buddhism — a story about a monk, Tang Sangzang, with his three disciples in retrieving sutra, Buddhist sacred texts, in Central Asia and India. Monk Tang’s journey is filled with perils, humor, and adventures — facing demons and gods alike. This work of literature has been adapted to many shows and series, spawning many variations in music, literature, and films; even manga (Dragon Ball included ?)

    In the TV series, monk Tang always saying, “isi adalah kosong, kosong adalah isi” — form is emptiness, emptiness is form. At that time, I didn’t think much about that saying as I see the series as entertainment source. I thought that it’s a neat way of thinking in Buddhism, but that’s it. I didn’t probe further on what it’s all about.

    This morning, I watched my friend’s Instagram Stories. Recently, all Instagram Stories and posts are the same. Folks facing self-quarantines, lockdowns, words of prayers, hopes, despairs, and trying to make sense of all this madness.

    In one of her stories, she posted a clip from a music video. The singer, however, is not a singer that commonly expected. The singer in the video is a Japanese Zen Buddhist monk. From the way he sings, I presumed he’s chanting a sutra.

    “May I know the song title? Is this a sutra?”

    “Yes. It’s really soothing ya. It makes me feel calm.”

    Later, I found out that the song is from the Heart Sutra (Prajñāpāramitāhṛdaya). Form is emptiness, emptiness is form.

    I have a very limited knowledge about Buddhism, let alone a wisdom to understand the Heart Sutra. But to say that the sutra didn’t move the being, it would be an insult. What we able to see, to touch, the ones that hold a form, are actually empty. However, things that we unable to see, seemingly empty, are filled with form.

    And I guess, I need this more than I thought.

  • Green Onions

    So recently I have been seeing many online articles and social media updates and tips about urban farming. The idea itself has been around since… 10 years ago? Or maybe even longer. However, since half of the world is now stuck at home, the idea revived and for some reason, it’s like bringing this… Concept of self-sufficient.

    Years ago I tried taking care herbs which failed spectacularly. Since then, I decided to “train” myself with succulents and diehard plants such as golden pothos and snake plants.

    Then I saw this Facebook post about grow your own green onions, so after several clicks on Shopee for purchasing soil, I decided to plant the green onion which I put on a jar of water. I‘m pretty pessimistic, though, but I saw some fresh roots popped out, so…

    Fingers crossed.

  • After all these things and through all these things

    What’s the first thing you guys will do once the MCO is lifted?

    A question in a watercooler Slack channel

    I would create appointment with the air conditioner technicians to fix and do the thorough check on the air conditioners in our unit. Ari had done a good job in fixing some annoying leaking issue, but we wanted a professional to take a look and check if things need to be fixed or not.

    Then, going to mamak restaurant to eat roti canai and a cup of warm sweet teh tarik, followed by a walk in the park.

    I think one of the most frustrating things on this lockdown business is the obligation to stay at home. Me myself is a homebody/self-certified couch potato/I prefer to roll from one place to another with maximum distance of 5 meters rather than actually using my feet to walk — but dammit, when you are being told that you couldn’t and shouldn’t go out, that’s frustrating. When the choice is being taken away, that’s when your brain decided to riot.

    Harvard Business Review commented that the discomfort we have been feeling is grief — and it rings true. We are grieving for the lives lost, succumbing to the virus. We are grieving for the connections being taken away from us; a casual hello or a hug between loved ones suddenly seen as high-risk and potentially life-threatening. We are grieving for the choices lost as we feel uncertain for the future.

    And I feel these words: “Cry, Heart, But Never Break” are perfect to summarize how we feel and how we face this.

    For you, friends: It’s okay to cry.

    Did I cry? Hell yeah. I thought things will be easier as the lockdown progresses, but no, I’m still as angry and as sad as Day One. I’m still as pissed off as before.

    It’s okay to cry.

    Then we give our collective middle finger to the virus because we know we can get through this. That scene where Keanu Reeves as Constantine being pulled to the Heaven and giving Lucifer a flipping bird? Yeah, that.

    Stay safe, stay strong, and stay healthy.

Nindya’s quick blurbs

  • A month too late, but I just stumbled upon IKEA France’s Tiktok video, hinting a possible collab with Animal Crossing. Unfortunately, no further information about this other than IGN picked up this news when the video was posted.

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