• Small Wins

    Animal Crossing.

    Animal Crossing is my small wins. This game helped me get through when my son got hospitalized back in October 2020. Late night at the hospital, along with the beeping sound of IV machine (that usually goes, “beep beep BEEPBEEPBEEP BEEEEEEEEPPPPP” every 2 hours), midnight visits from the nurses (can somebody enlighten me why paracetamol needed at 2 AM in the morning?), and the whole ordeal of not knowing what we are facing during that time.

    “Look, I dig a fossil!”, “look! I catch a fish!”, “look! I catch a bug!”

    The fall leaves, the snow, the aurora. All the things I never experience in real life.

    It’s a game. A mere game.

    Yet it helps. It gives me confidence and assurance that I can do something. I able to catch a freaking coelacanth in-game, so I definitely can do something in real life, right?

    Or helping a wisp to collect its spirit pieces. Helping others can be done across dimensions.

    It doesn’t have to be Animal Crossing. It can be your favorite game or your hobby. You can even get small wins from Minesweeper if you are really really good at it (don’t look at me. The mines always exploded on my third step.)

    You wake up every morning and brush your teeth. Small win.

    You tidy up your bed. Small win.

    You woke up, feeling like an utter living turd, yet you soldier on with your life. I’m hyping here for you. Yaaaaaaaas, show ‘em what you got.

    Even when you don’t feel like it, when you feel the need to stop and take a break. Take a deep breath and exhale. We are here with you.

  • c.gua haul

    As usual, I was on Tiktok, scrolled my FYP (For You Page) timeline when I saw an illustrator created a really cute penguin character, printed it, and made the drawings as mask protector.

    Then I found out the illustrator is a Malaysian.

    Then I thought, “if that person has an online shop, RIP wallet.”

    Why?

    Chonk, round, absolute unit creature?

    PENGUINS?

    Emperor penguin chicks stand-off against a petrel then an adelie penguin, as properly described by the narrator, “the feistiest penguin”, helped the chicks by standing right in front, facing the petrel as the petrel realized YOU DON’T MESS WITH ADELIE PENGUINS?

    … They have an online shop in Shopee Malaysia. I might need to do some kind of Viking funeral of my wallet.

    This is what I really love from small business owners. They always take their time to write handwritten note with sweet and kind messages.

    I ordered postcards (10 pieces per set) and masking tape (3 pieces per set) from them. When I opened the package, I also received free stickers! Thank you so much!

    Do you have local/small businesses that you love? Feel free to share!

    Illustrations by c.gua.
    Instagram: @c.gua

  • “Soon may the Wellerman come”

    The best part of the Internet?

    When strangers met together on a digital space, created a work so wonderful it resonates with fellow folks out there.

  • Saw this site mentioned the other day on Slack: neocities.org.

    Scroll down and you will see “Featured Sites”. Never knew it brings back early 2000s, and it makes me so, so happy.

Nindya. Kapkap. she/her. Indonesian in Malaysia. Millennial. Animal Crossing: New Horizons. Lo-fi. Murder mysteries genre.

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