• Small Wins

    Animal Crossing.

    Animal Crossing is my small wins. This game helped me get through when my son got hospitalized back in October 2020. Late night at the hospital, along with the beeping sound of IV machine (that usually goes, “beep beep BEEPBEEPBEEP BEEEEEEEEPPPPP” every 2 hours), midnight visits from the nurses (can somebody enlighten me why paracetamol needed at 2 AM in the morning?), and the whole ordeal of not knowing what we are facing during that time.

    “Look, I dig a fossil!”, “look! I catch a fish!”, “look! I catch a bug!”

    The fall leaves, the snow, the aurora. All the things I never experience in real life.

    It’s a game. A mere game.

    Yet it helps. It gives me confidence and assurance that I can do something. I able to catch a freaking coelacanth in-game, so I definitely can do something in real life, right?

    Or helping a wisp to collect its spirit pieces. Helping others can be done across dimensions.

    It doesn’t have to be Animal Crossing. It can be your favorite game or your hobby. You can even get small wins from Minesweeper if you are really really good at it (don’t look at me. The mines always exploded on my third step.)

    You wake up every morning and brush your teeth. Small win.

    You tidy up your bed. Small win.

    You woke up, feeling like an utter living turd, yet you soldier on with your life. I’m hyping here for you. Yaaaaaaaas, show ‘em what you got.

    Even when you don’t feel like it, when you feel the need to stop and take a break. Take a deep breath and exhale. We are here with you.

  • c.gua haul

    As usual, I was on Tiktok, scrolled my FYP (For You Page) timeline when I saw an illustrator created a really cute penguin character, printed it, and made the drawings as mask protector.

    Then I found out the illustrator is a Malaysian.

    Then I thought, “if that person has an online shop, RIP wallet.”

    Why?

    Chonk, round, absolute unit creature?

    PENGUINS?

    Emperor penguin chicks stand-off against a petrel then an adelie penguin, as properly described by the narrator, “the feistiest penguin”, helped the chicks by standing right in front, facing the petrel as the petrel realized YOU DON’T MESS WITH ADELIE PENGUINS?

    … They have an online shop in Shopee Malaysia. I might need to do some kind of Viking funeral of my wallet.

    This is what I really love from small business owners. They always take their time to write handwritten note with sweet and kind messages.

    I ordered postcards (10 pieces per set) and masking tape (3 pieces per set) from them. When I opened the package, I also received free stickers! Thank you so much!

    Do you have local/small businesses that you love? Feel free to share!

    Illustrations by c.gua.
    Instagram: @c.gua

  • “Soon may the Wellerman come”

    The best part of the Internet?

    When strangers met together on a digital space, created a work so wonderful it resonates with fellow folks out there.

  • On saying “it’s easy.”

    I’ve been working as Support for two years — while it’s might be not much, compared to many veterans out there — there is one term that I usually avoid when communicating with users.

    “Oh, it’s easy!”

    “You can just simply…”

    (OK, maybe two terms?)

    “Simple” or “easy” signify that the thing we are working on should be just work. It doesn’t need any additional interference, and let the whole system taking care of it. A simple click then done.

    And this is not the case with frustrated users. Folks that might have tried and tried and tried and things still refused. to. work.

    It’s not easy, it’s not simple. And what’s more, when somebody tell you that — “oh, you have been working on this issue for five days straight?! It’s actually really easy!” — it implies you are the fool and hopeless.

    It’s never easy for first-timers. It’s never simple for folks who just learned the wonders of technology. When they need assurance that clicking a button won’t destroy their website.

    Hell, it’s not easy for me too. More often than not, there’s always bugs lurking or something new to learn. You can find me half-crying half-laughing hysterically whenever I have to file a bug report for the developers to check.

    For some, we are lucky to learn new things ahead from lots of folks out there. For some, this is an entirely new thing, uncharted territory to explore.


    “I found it’s really difficult to add image on this blog post. How do I do that?”

    “I hear you. Adding image is one of the fun parts of blog post! To add an image on your blog post, click the “Add Media” button and you can either use the images from your website’s Media Library, or upload it from your computer.”

  • I think I’m a Hufflepuff (well, I am)

    I’m not a Potterhead — more a casual viewer/reader and I got my references mostly from the fandom. And yes, like many other fandoms, some elements (a teeny tiny element) can be pretty toxic. I’m glad I always found the chill ones (and yes, Harry Potter belongs to the fans. J.K who.)

    I first read Harry Potter was when I was in… junior/secondary school, I guess? I read the Indonesian translation, and I remember I finished the first book in the car — so it was like a battle of “must… finish… the… book!” and getting carsick.

    I guess just like many first readers, we always imagine — and aspire — to be the main characters/main group. In this case, the Gryffindors. The champion of justice, truth, and everything good. While the Slytherins are the polar opposite — the evil side, boo hiss. Ravenclaw and Hufflepuff who and what.

    For long, I aspire to be a Gryffindor. I thought that’s the most important thing. Nobody wanted to be a Slytherin — especially a Ravenclaw and a Hufflepuff, right?

    And definitely not a Hufflepuff. What, them crybabies and insignificant?

    Then, I learned more about the communities and the Tiktoks — yes, the Tiktoks.

    And you know what? I’m obviously a Hufflepuff. And I’m really proud of that.

    I cry easily, I tend to make jokes on the wrong time and on the wrong place, I’m not as brave as a Gryffindor (I TRIED, OK,) my aesthetics are those lo-fi music vibe, I worship Animal Crossing (fun fact: I only have one game, and one game only, on my Nintendo Switch: The Animal Crossing New Horizon) because other games not as chill as Animal Crossing stresses me out, and most of times, I can’t be bothered of many things because it doesn’t go with my zen (kidding. But seriously, working as Support teaches you to not looking for drama because who needs drama if you do user-facing job?)

    And being a Hufflepuff is actually okay and pretty cool. Just as awesome as being a Gryffindor, a Slytherin, and a Ravenclaw.

    Or if you are not into Harry Potter; that’s totally okay too. You do you.

    (I take dibs as Dr. Watson.)

    Slightly Support-related. I just realized the embed code format that you got from the Tiktok app — e.g. https://vt.tiktok.com/ZS3WexqA/ — won’t work. Copy-pasting the code on the editor will only generate a Paragraph block and the URL string.

    The embed will work if we use desktop-version URL, though. Like so:

    https://www.tiktok.com/@bexinblue/video/6917343237355097346

    I’m going to check with the others next week. For now, it’s time to go to sleep and weekend.

    Update: I have opened a GitHub issue with Gutenberg folks here.

    I don’t think this is super urgent so I will treat this as low-priority — but it feels good to open an issue; at least we are aware such issue around ?

  • Saw this site mentioned the other day on Slack: neocities.org.

    Scroll down and you will see “Featured Sites”. Never knew it brings back early 2000s, and it makes me so, so happy.

Nindya. Kapkap. she/her. Indonesian in Malaysia. Millennial. Lo-fi. Animal Crossing: New Horizons. Murder mystery genre.

Currently feeling:

The current mood of retnonindya at www.imood.com

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