• There is always a sense of… doubt whenever I want to talk about classics. Mostly because classics are usually, well, classics and well-known. That said, during my search of “when should we consider something is no longer need spoiler warning?” on search engine (Startpage on the browser Vivaldi, if you must), I found this:

    The age of the movie doesn’t matter as much as it’s pop culture ubiquity. Because the movie might be 50 years old, but every day there’s some kid turning 15-16 who is just now old enough to see the movie for the first time. They didn’t drag their feet and miss the bus, they just weren’t born yet.

    So! With that in mind, I wanted to talk about Agatha Christie’s “Five Little Pigs”.

    The story took a reference from the nursery rhyme titled “This Little Piggy”:

    This little piggy went to market,
    This little piggy stayed home,
    This little piggy had roast beef,
    This little piggy had none,
    And this little piggy cried wee wee wee all the way home.

    Each suspect in the novel is referred to as each little piggy, yes, there are five suspects in the story. A stockbroker (“this little piggy went to market”), the stockbroker’s brother (“this little piggy stayed home”), a socialite, and within the story, considered as the mistress of the victim (“this little piggy had roast beef”), the family’s governess (“this little piggy had none”), and a disfigured young archeologist (“this little piggy cried wee wee wee all the way home”).

    The mystery is brilliant, as always. In the usual Agatha Christie’s fashion, it’s always with an element of surprise. We, the readers, got taken into twists, personal stories, and different perspectives, all while trying to figure out whether one unreliable narrator is at play here, because with everything Agatha Christie, “overthinking” is on the menu. That said, I wanted to focus on how, after reading several of Ms. Christie’s works (and the list will grow in the future, for sure!), she was able to bring such depth and complexity to her female characters. I should say: The Girls of Agatha Christie.

    I’m saying this with my utmost love and admiration to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle: “Sherlock Holmes” is lacking such depth and complexity in the female characters. Yes, there are female characters, some of whom are admirable and famous. Then again, how often do we see them in such complex light? A lot of the women’s adventures were being told by them or by Dr. Watson’s writings (“she took out such-and-such from her purse and told Holmes and I about what she did yesterday…”); rarely, if ever, did we see the women in action. Except, perhaps, two: Irene Adler, whom, well, her. The Woman. And an unknown lady who shot Charles Augustus Milverton in “The Adventure of Charles Augustus Milverton”. Unknown lady. Unknown. If someone shot dead a blackmailer, nay, “the worst man in London”, at least we should know her name, right? RIGHT? Excuse me, Your Honor, I can vouch for her alibi. She was with me, having our little gossip-y session over tea while speculating whether Lord so-and-so is an actual human or Cthulhu personification, and not, you know, shot a man and spit at him, then left him to die all while he actually deserves it because my goodness, what kind of clothes that he wore at that time? Why did he wear such thin clothing and not metal armor? It seems like he’s asking for it!

    “Sherlock Holmes” is written by a man, and painfully obvious in that aspect.

    Although, to be completely fair, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle lived in the Victorian era, where even a glimpse of a woman’s ankle considered as scandalous (okay, okay, this is considered a “myth”, and for good reasons.) Thereby, less depth on women characters in popular works at that time was, unfortunately, common. Agatha Christie lived at the end of the said era up until her passing in 1976, with the height of literary works publication during the Edwardian era.

    Christie had long been a fan of detective novels, having enjoyed Wilkie Collins‘s The Woman in White and The Moonstone, and Arthur Conan Doyle‘s early Sherlock Holmes stories.

    Wikipedia

    Agatha Christie’s girls are of a different caliber. You could feel the chill of seeing a woman betrayed, on how she put out her biggest and widest smile, all while her brain is racking a murderous plan. I also found something really interesting in this novel: Guilt and understanding. In “Five Little Pigs”, the character Caroline Amyas had a younger half-sister named Angela. When they were younger, Caroline was so jealous of her half-sister that she threw a paperweight at Angela, which caused the latter to go blind in one of her eyes and her face to be disfigured for the rest of her life.

    However…

    She touched her damaged cheek.

    “You see this? You’ve probably heard about it?” Poirot nodded. “Caroline did that. That’s why I’m sure — I know — that she didn’t do murder.”

    “It would not be a convincing argument to most people.”

    “No, it would be the opposite. It was actually used in that way, I believe. As evidence that Caroline had a violent and ungovernable temper! Because she had injured me as a baby, learned men argued that she would be equally capable of poisoning an unfaithful husband.”

    “… Supposing that you are a person normally affectionate and of kindly disposition — but that you are also liable to intense jealousy. And supposing that during the years of your life when control is most difficult, you do, in a fit of rage, come near to committing what is, in effect, murder.

    Think of the awful shock, the horror, the remorse that seizes upon you. To a sensitive person, like Caroline, that horror and remorse will never quite leave you.

    It never left her.”

    This. This is why Agatha Christie’s girls are damn interesting. They were, and are, capable of understanding the complexity of human emotions and nature. One understood perfectly how trauma caused by one’s actions is inflicted on the individual who did the action. In that chapter alone, I learned how guilt and remorse could affect one’s lifetime of action toward another person.

    What’s next on the list?

    Next read: “The ABC Murders” by Agatha Christie. I vowed to finish all Agatha Christie books that I have right now ASAP. I still have some more books of Maurice Leblanc’s “Arsene Lupin”, too. I mean, my To Read list has been, uh, long.

    "Luv Connection" — Towa Tei

    Scattered rain here and there

  • “The Art of Sarah” (2026)

    I wanted to write a post here, but then I realized there is a plugin conflict going on between Gutenberg (just updated, roughly 3 hours ago from the time this post is written) and Yoast (last updated 7 days ago). While the conflict itself didn’t crash and burn the site (phew!), it’s quite intimidating to see that warning: The "yoast-seo" plugin has encountered an error and cannot be rendered. in red box on the top of the post editor. Anyway! I have submitted a report on the Gutenberg forum page, and hopefully the team could catch it in no time: https://wordpress.org/support/topic/gutenberg-ver-23-3-0-error-plugin-conflict-with-yoast-ver-27-7/

    Now. What I wanted to write here.

    Recently, I have been on K-drama watch. I am currently watching this series titled “The Art of Sarah“. I saw some short clips of their early episodes on social media, and I got curious. So far, I have been in the middle of episode 5, and this series reminds me of the whole story of Anna Delvey. A bit off topic: Julia Garner as Anna is MARVELOUS. Her voice as Anna is so annoying, it’s grating on my ears. That “I don’t have time for this, I don’t have time for you!”? Gah. So so so irritating. Love it to bits.

    (Intermezzo: I HATE the fact that it’s on Netflix, which means I can’t grab some screenshots to share here. This series has some beautiful and stylish shots that I wish I could share here.)

    There is one scene in the early episodes, though, that left an impression on me. On that episode, one of the characters is working as a staff member of a luxury brand store in a lavish mall. On her first day, her senior gave her a set of rules and limitations, including: Toilet. In it, her senior mentioned how her wealthy clientele could be so “delicate” that even the word “toilet” grossed them out, so the staff needs to say “I’m going for a tea time” whenever they need to take a toilet break. In that scene, it’s also shown how the staff and workers in the mall need to use a specific toilet, solely for the employees, away from and far from the visitors’ toilet.

    This kind of practice — having separate toilets — is not new, and I personally know and see some malls in Jakarta using this approach. The hospital that I frequently visit has the same policy, too: Separate toilets for the patients/visitors and the medical staff.

    That said, I understand where the drama “The Art of Sarah” came from. Korean entertainment, especially in movies and TV series, has been focusing a lot on class divisions, especially the social gap between the rich and the poor, as it’s evident in the movie “Parasite” (2019) by Bong Joon Ho. Hence, the casual mention of separate toilets/bathrooms for the ultra-wealthy clientele and regular middle-to-lower class employees, which, in actuality, is a really quiet (and sinister) way of saying, “you don’t belong here”. This is a direct jab at South Korea’s socio-economic gap issues and their chaebol culture.

    This series intrigued me, mostly because most of the luxury brands we see around us are usually superficial. Yes, I’m being preachy here, but at the same time, how many of us are watching Tanner Leatherstein ripping open and destroying some of the most famous (and obviously most expensive) luxury bags, only for him and us to see the quality of the said bag and how the price point has always been the “brand name”?

    Anyway. There is one thing that has been nagging me on the back of my head, especially on the separated toilets (hence why the scene left such an impression on me.)

    I have been in situations where people, even families, had to queue for using toilet stalls in malls, only for us to see a store staff/employee step out from one of the stalls with the phone blasting out some short videos on Instagram/Tiktok, which indicated that they were taking their sweet time inside the toilet stall watching short videos and giggling during their break while the queue keeps growing and growing.

    Nothing is wrong with employees taking their breaks. It’s mandated, even. But perhaps they can take it in some non-queueing places, perhaps? I’m a practicing muslim, and seeing mall employees taking their breaks inside the musholla/prayer room with both employees and visitors praying is really common. They usually watch short videos or browse social media, and it’s okay as long as the volume is not too loud. Some even took a quick shut-eye/nap. Again, it’s considered as okay.

    Honestly, I feel bad for thinking about this, as I feel like I’m being unfair by accusing people and their profession, and I’ve lumped those two into one, which… bad, but I really can’t find a way to express my frustrations 🫤 I feel that this is not an issue of “separated toilets”, but more about common sense when using public facilities. It just happened that it was a mall employee who got caught spending their time inside a toilet stall, and there is always a high chance that a mall visitor might do the same, too. Should we have a separate toilet for mall visitors and mall employees? Perhaps, or perhaps not. Depending on how we, as a community, use it.

    (Also, on the series, the staff lashed out by saying, “THE EMPLOYEES TOILETS ARE REALLY FAR! HOW DO YOU EXPECT US TO MAN THE STORE, GO TO THE TOILET, AND COME BACK IN SECONDS ALL THE TIME?!” Sooooo… (I’m trying to justify myself here) the issue is the access, I guess?)

    "Revere" — Gas-Lab & Kristoffer Eikrem

    Cloudy

  • “BKAB” — Ethan Stoller

    There is one song on my Last.fm list that I could never find on Apple Music or Spotify. Heck, I even had to “scrape” it from Youtube to make it into MP3 version so I can listen to it on my MP3 player.

    It’s “BKAB” by Ethan Stoller, and the song can only be found on the end credits of the film “V for Vendetta” (2005)

    In 2006, he produced the track “BKAB” which appeared in the film V for Vendetta. The track featured the unusual mix of Indian beats and Hindi vocals (sampled from the Bollywood films Main Khiladi Tu Anari and Raja Hindustani), speech excerpts by Malcolm X and Gloria Steinem, and a heavy guitar riff.

    Wikipedia 

    "BKAB" — Ethan Stoller

    The rain just stopped

  • This week, we went to Jakarta for Eid al-Adha and Java Jazz 2026. Java Jazz is one of Indonesia’s prominent music festivals since 2005, also one of the largest jazz festivals in Asia, even though I would say it has been… debatable, considering there have been non-jazz performers taking center stage. It used to be all-jazz festival, but due to market demand and catering to a wider audience, more variations are understandably needed.

    This was my third time attending the Java Jazz festival. The first one was back in 2009 in Jakarta Convention Center. I got the ticket by invitation as a blogger! Blogging was a really serious industry back then as it was all the rage and the circle was still small at that time. I got the tickets in exchange for writing about the event in my blog. Unfortunately, the blog has already long deleted, hahah.

    Me with Indonesian bloggers back in 2009

    The second time was back in 2010, this time, as a part of PR group for the main sponsor at that time: Axis. I used to work in a PR agency in Jakarta, and I had the privileges to visit and take part in many exciting events and brand activations. Unfortunately, I lost all of the pictures from the said Java Jazz Festival including the one where I took a pic with John Legend.

    This year, the festival is being held at Nusantara International Convention Exhibition at PIK 2, Jakarta. Personally, I love this place. The venue is huuuugeeeee, so it didn’t feel super packed despite the number of attendees tripled on Saturday, compared to the festival’s first day on Friday and we still had a bit of room to move and visit each stages. I also love the ample availability of F&B counters and kiosks for the festival attendees to dine in or grab some quick snacks. The only downside was unclear signages and stage signs. Someone on Threads commented on how “the (halls’) signage is competing with the sponsors and brands’ signage” and I can’t agree more. That said, I feel it’s still forgivable since it’s a new space for the festival. Hopefully, next year will have more improvements!

    I got my FujiFilm X-A3 with the Fujinon 35mm lens, which, uhhhh, I kiiinda berate myself for not bringing the other one (16-50mm). The 35mm has a fixed zoom, so it can be tricky to take pictures of the musicians on the stage. Killer bokeh, though 👍

    SORE ze Band feat. Raja Putri Atilia Raja Haron
    Camerata Florianopolis
    Camerata Florianopolis
    Kevin Yosua Big 6 feat. Nesia Ardi
    Kevin Yosua Big 6 feat. Nesia Ardi
    Incognito
    Incognito
    Incognito
    Otti Jamalus
    Tribute to Erros Djarot: Once Mekel
    Tribute to Erros Djarot with Dwiki Dharmawan & Friends feat. Dira Sugandi, Once Mekel, Monita Tahalea, Andre Hehanusa, and Balawan

    We also spent a day at a go-kart arena.

    That said, my favorites! I’m hoping I can see more of them:

    Kevin Yosua Big 6

    They are so so so good! I love how intimate the show was, and it was evident that all of the musicians had fun in playing music. Most, if not all, of their songs are Indonesia’s classics by the late Ismail Marzuki.

    Camerata Florianopolis

    They brought the spirit of Brazil and damn they ate and left no crumbs. I love how they played many hits of Brazilian samba and bossanova with such pride, and rightfully so!

    "One Note Samba" — Herbie Mann, Jõao Gilberto, Antônio Carlos Jobim

    Bright

  • The sunsets are usually really pretty on August and September, but it seems like the reddish hue appears earlier, as early as May. The rain started to subside, replaced with perpetual sunshine.

    "Naturaleza Muerta" — Sarah Brightman

    Gloriously bright

  • Next project: Intermediate Theme Developer

    I want to develop themes that sing praises for the 2000s. I always feel we could have a bit more 2000s-era whimsy.

Nindya. Kapkap. she/her. Indonesian in Malaysia. Millennial. Lo-fi. Post-Rock. Gregorian. Animal Crossing: New Horizons. Murder mystery genre. “Love is Love“.

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