A note

I just remembered I haven’t blogged anything about this. Not exactly forgotten about this, but I have been ruminating whether I should write about this or not because I don’t think I should as I don’t think I deserve anything about it, even the grief, and it has been going on for weeks and I ended up putting it on the back of my mind, but here we goes.

My dad passed away last month.

I said something about “undeserving of grief” because, if I can be honest, my relationship with my parents weren’t the greatest. So many coulda woulda shoulda, but in the end, it was a whole scorched-earth situation.

That said, if you are expecting this blog post to be something like grief, or apologizing, or similar to that, I must tell you that it might not going to be like that. Still so many shoulda woulda coulda, even worse after hearing stories from others and me ending up thinking, “then why not me? Why others deserved the kindness, but not me?”

Anyway.

Still, he was my dad, and there were some memories. Requiescat in pace.

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