
I’ve been watching this NASA video on Youtube about Apollo 17 astronauts, singing and bopping on the Moon. It was so pure, so wholesome, so fun, and so happy.
I know this is 80% of my anxiety and overthinking talking, and most folks won’t care anyway, but I’m concerned on how my blog looks (hah!)
Naturally, as Inktober is going on right now, I post sketches and drawings almost on daily basis. And I don’t feel things look… Pretty. You know, that kind of oh-so-awesum-so-professional-much-wow look. Mostly because I take pictures of my sketches with the whole book and the background (it’s my IKEA Poang chair — it’s the only representable stuff I have on this house YES IT’S A CHAOS OUT THERE, FOLKS.)
ANYWAY. I wanted to check if I can have better look by using Google PhotoScan. I might use this in the future, though. Or maybe taking picture with regular camera and crop/edit it would suffice?


Now I’m going to retreat to my lair and questioning myself and my life decisions for the next 10 years.

I didn’t post any drawing yesterday because I got massive headache (lack of sleep, I guess. That, or too much coffee) so I decided to take a break.
Anyway! So! I got stuck on what to draw, and the prompts didn’t help either. I have this black Chinese ink and I wondered, “hmmmm, ink. Inktober? Heheheheheeheheheh.”
To be honest, I’m terrified of using ink. Ink is unpredictable and prone to errors, and me, I’m a control freak; that’s why I like drawing pens. It’s precise, controllable, and as-it-is. Having unneeded random factor will send me spiraling down to vortex of stress.
But anyway, I tried.
And I can’t tell you how much I enjoyed it.
This is too cute I can’t 😭

A redraw from a concept back in 2016 — Decided to more Greek titan-y (???) on Atlas.
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I want to develop themes that sing praises for the 2000s. I always feel we could have a bit more 2000s-era whimsy.

Nindya. Kapkap. she/her. Indonesian in Malaysia. Millennial. Lo-fi. Post-Rock. Gregorian. Animal Crossing: New Horizons. Murder mystery genre. “Love is Love“.
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